Saturday, March 27, 2004

SOMETHING TO CHEW ON

Two weeks left of Lent. It seems like this time has flown by. I don't know if I've accomplished my goals of looking inward less, although I've held steady in my pledge to fast and walk.
I've about decided to maintain a very similar regimen even after Easter. I generally feel better. I've lost weight. I think I need the disciplines for more than 40 days.

Tonight I'm heading to an appreciation dinner for the church's lay ministers with mixed emotions. Amy is not feeling well enough to join me, and since I'm fasting I'll be limited in my food choices, but that's not truly the reason I am a bit reticent about this event.

I consider what I volunteer to do at our church a form of worship. In what amount to very small ways, I hope I am serving God.

Although I am thankful that the church leadership wants to make sure people understand they are appreciated, it still feels a little strange to me to be given recognition for honoring God.

Yeah, I'm still looking inward too much.

Friday, March 26, 2004

IT'S SNOT FOR EVERYONE



This story is my pick for news story of the week.

Thursday, March 25, 2004

AMAZING PACE

I spent a good portion of this afternoon at the dentist, who is quite obviously too busy. I'll be going back because the crown I was supposed to be receiving today doesn't fit.

I spent the rest of the day having Amy's van cleaned and made ready for sale. I hope to put it on the market by the weekend.

I came home to an unexpected email from my boss mentioning that yet another radio station is looking for someone to do their morning news. This one is in Waco, about 180 miles north of San Antonio. Would it be possible for me to add this station to my list too?

My first thought was of my dentist who has too much to do and isn't doing it well...my second thought was of our finances.

The Waco station is offering to pay a decent amount of money and it's a job I can do if I'm willing to adjust my schedule and work slightly longer (and earlier) hours.

There's no guarantee by any means I'll get it, but I quickly decided to send an email response saying I was interested.

I'm stunned at how rapidly this is evolving and I'll admit I'm a little concerned about the additional workload.

However, it would seem rather silly to spend time on my knees praying for answers only to neglect to get up to open the door when opportunity knocks.

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

HIGH CRIMES

I'm sure if you're like me when you read this story only one question comes to mind.

Does this guy's middle initial, "W", stand for Wayne?

911 ADDS UP ODD

I'll have to admit I'm in the dark about a lot of things...those of you raising your hands saying "Amen" can lower them now I didn't ask for affirmation. However I have to confess that I'm not certain as to what the purpose is of these 911 hearings going on in Washington.
I've seen all the finger pointing. I've listened to the political posturing from Republicans and Democrats. I've watched the speechifying. I've seen our Intelligence agency officials admit to the world that we have intelligence failures. I've heard apologies and promises. I've seen the sorrow and outrage from survivors and relatives of survivors.

But, what are we expecting is going to come out of this? Is a light going to suddenly shine down on someone to blame? Does anyone really expect that?

Again, maybe I don't get it, but it seems like all we're doing is prostrating ourselves for the entire world to see, including our many enemies. We're displaying our divisions and our flaws all at a time when, unless I missed the headline, the war on terror is still very much continuing.

I can't imagine anything coming out of these hearings beyond a final report acknowledging what everyone on earth already knows: The U.S. was vulnerable to attack on September 11th. The officials in charge wish it hadn't happened and have taken every step they can think of to prevent it from happening again. They, like everyone else, fear they haven't done enough.

That report will be released six months before the Presidential elections so it will become political fodder, further dividing the country...and the terrorists will still be out there.

Who benefits from this again?

Maybe we should hold hearings on why we held these 911 hearings. Personally I want answers.

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

FENDERS, FINANCE, AND FINAGLING

A couple of deals went through today.

First off, I finally made an insurance claim on the dented fender on Amy's soon to be sold van. That process, which I envisioned being tedious and involving going to various shops and getting estimates, in fact took one phone call, a 5 minute drive and about a 10 minute inspection. It resolved a number of things, the most of important of which was formalizing the decision of whether to have that dent repaired before putting the van up for sale. There's about 677 dollars in damage, and our deductible is 500 dollars. The van's blue book value in good condition, i.e. no major dents is 5,335 dollars. In fair condition, i.e. with the dent, it's valued at 4, 645. That's a 690 dollar difference. By my calculations, if I pay the 500 bucks to get the van fixed, I might make 13 bucks on the deal. I'm no math major, but for me that adds up to the words "as is" on the for sale sign.

The insurance agent cut me a check for 177 bucks on the spot.

The second deal involves my on-air duties for radio stations in Corpus Christi. For two years, thanks to what my father-in-law might refer to as "Luciferian technology," I have been the morning news anchor for a news talk station in that city by the sea, even though I don't live there or anywhere near there. Today, I was formally offered and accepted the job of doing news for four other radio stations owned by my company in the same city. Much of it will be smoke and mirrors, two stations will use the newscasts I produce for the news talk station and edit them, while I will produce several additional newscasts which will be shared and aired by the other stations. The net effect is I will be doing newscasts for a news talk station, a top forty station, a rock station, a Tejano station and a country station all located in a city 150 miles away.
That's in addition to the news talk and country stations I work for in San Antonio.

In addition to a promise of free swag (radio station t-shirts, caps, etc.) I did exact a tiny amount of money out of this new arrangement. It's certainly not much, the radio stations are getting a heck of a bargain, but considering they were paying me nothing, getting any amount of real money for only a small amount of additional work seems like an improvement.

I'm sure when the dust settles a bit, our car insurance rates will go up and the new work duties will probably be a headache on occasion, but for right now...I feel like I'm walking away from the tables a winner.

Monday, March 22, 2004

SHOP TALK

I don't like to write about work, but it's that season again. The season when I pick up the phone at the office and the caller will immediately say something cryptic and snide. I've learned over the years to decipher these calls as meaning that we've aired a story that somehow offended this person. They invariably assume I automatically know what they're talking about, and without fail I never do. It usually takes several minutes for me to calm them down enough so they can explain what they heard and why they are upset about it. Almost always the gist of the situation is that they think we made their favorite political candidate look bad, or we made the candidate they hate look good.

Over the years I've often been accused of being an extremist. Depending on the caller I'm either an extreme liberal or an extreme conservative. I figure the calls usually balance out so I must be doing a fairly decent job of presenting equal viewpoints.

Yet, whenever I'm asked if the news media is biased my answer is, "Yes, of course."

I'm a member of the news media. I'm biased. I'd be biased if I were a trash collector, or a shoe salesman too. Journalists who claim they are unbiased are either robots or they're fooling themselves. Everything I write has to come from my perspective because as far as I know, and psychiatrists have checked, I'm the only one occupying my brain.

I'm a parent, a Christian, a taxpayer, a homeowner, a dog owner, and a Texan. All of these things, and many others, influence my writing. So yes, I'm biased.

What I try not to be is deceitful by injecting my opinions into news stories I write either overtly or by omission. I wish I could say the same for members of the media who are far higher up than me on the journalistic food chain, but I see it every day.

Last week ABC news ran results of a poll . For the most part, I refuse to run poll results as news stories because we're rarely given the methodology used or more importantly the wording of the questions asked. This particular survey was taken in Iraq in conjunction with the 1 year anniversary of the beginning of that nation's liberation. It asked Iraqis if they thought the U.S. military presence was still needed in their country. I forget the exact results, but the overall response without breaking the numbers down by geographic or religious associations showed 48 percent of Iraqis said yes, and 39 percent said no. I ran the story, but I had to edit it because the reporter framed the results - and I'm paraphrasing a bit - this way, " The responses show 48 percent of Iraqis are thankful for the U.S. military being in their country, with 39 percent disagreeing....hardly the overwhelming support U.S. military and White House officials would like the public to believe." I edited out that last part, since it seemed to me to be opinion, not fact or even analysis.

I wish I could say this was an isolated incident, but it's not. When President Bush started his campaign in earnest a few weeks ago, ABC consistently referred to expectations that the President was going to start targeting John Kerry for criticism as "negative remarks in the President's stump speech" Yet, each day when I receive audio bites of John Kerry invariably there is one included where he is exhorting a crowd of supporters to chant, "Bring them on!". It's always a different city, a different crowed, but it's the same speech each time. Although that's exactly what it is, ABC has never framed it as Kerry's "stump speech."

Now, former White House counter terrorism advisor Richard Clarke is getting a lot of ink with his criticisms of the Bush administration. 60 Minutes ran a lengthy interview Sunday. ABC and the other networks dutifully tagged along today.

ABC radio couldn't run audio from 60 minutes (CBS), so it did what it apparently considered the next best thing. The network ran cuts of Wesley Clark, the former Democratic presidential candidate commenting on the allegations. This is the most unbiased person they could find. I couldn't stop laughing. I also couldn't air the audio.

Quite frankly, I'm hard pressed to call it journalism when news people put a microphone in front of someone so they can make "new allegations" which coincidentally are also being released in their book hitting store shelves that same day. I'd prefer we make these people buy commercial time to advertise their books instead, but I'm probably showing my bias as a capitalist. If so, I'm sure someone will call to berate me for it.

AD OFFENSIVE

Having brought up the topic the other day of crass marketing, I noticed this story today about Abercrombie & Fitch, which has flourished with similar techniques, most notably selling a catalog that was pure pornography. They took heat for a while, generated a lot of press and then withdrew the catalog. Now they're purposely offending West Virginia with t-shirts reading , "It's all relative in West Virginia."



The state's Governor has taken the bait giving Abercrombie exactly what it wanted...outrage exposure.

I'm wondering when we're going to catch on to this type of stuff...although I have to admit I love the quote from the one West Virginia resident in the story who said she wasn't offended, "This shirt, the shirt itself, doesn't offend me. It covers more than most of their stuff."

Sunday, March 21, 2004

THE NATURE OF THE SEASON

During this season of Lent, as we have every year since we built our small church, the cross which adorns the main wall of our sanctuary is draped in purple cloth.



Purple is the color of Lent. I'm told this is because purple is associated with mourning and also with royalty.

It symbolizes the anticipation of the suffering of the crucifixion while also reminding us of the pending celebration of Christ's resurrection and sovereignty.

There is a certain beauty to it; a certain sadness too.

Inside our sanctuary that story is told with a small fragment of cloth.

Outside, God has been far bolder.






There is virtually no where you can look on our church property this Lenten season without seeing the glorious purple blooms of the mountain laurel.






As always, God's timing is perfect.

DILLO DALLYING

As I walked the church grounds this morning before services, I shared the beauty of the day for a brief moment with an unexpected guest. He wandered onto the path much as I did and appeared to be appreciating the resplendent surroundings including the wonderful aroma of the mountain laurel blooms.



He stretched his nose into the air and raised himself up on two legs.

And then he caught wind of me.

In an instant my little armadillo friend quickly scurried into the underbrush.

I felt sad that fear intruded on us, but such is the nature of nature.